A little space for the greatest person in the world –> hahaha

ah ha .. i’m challenging myself again this time.. why ? why ? why ?? … i am pushing myself to a lot of activities again n again … am i used to this already ?? feel like i have too much time to spend … oh well .. guess i really need to think twice n learn to free myself from a packed schedule …

but … i don’t really wan to list out wat am i worrying now … it is the same thing also .. juz a different type … finally i heard someone telling me this … am i really desperate to find a love one ?? honestly speaking .. i really lost the feeling and motivation to find myself a love one … not b’cos of failure … i can’t really figure out the exact reason for it

from whr the world i’m spending my effort with full of commitment to push myself to the peak ?? for suffering ?? or gaining experience to enhance myself .. my life is all abt working .. sometimes .. i really step back n stop for a while .. to think … wat will i spending my time on if my life without these whole lots of work … gals ?? gaming ?? or drink ?? haha …

is that the only secondary path i can pick?? so far .. my ans is yes .. isn’t that our life is too simple ?? think from the other side .. r the gals also desperate to have a bf also ?? haha .. finally i heard a positive ans from the opposite side .. since this groups r having the same thought … i believe that will be someone having the same thought with me also .. why so rush .. i should be able to get one at the end .. thats y .. i pray hard with the well of hope

so .. don’t curse me for not having a gf in the future .. hahha .. if i really want to have one now .. i’m doubting abt my commitment on her … sigh ….. nvm .. now juz focus on wat i suppose to do .. in the future .. i promise i will not make my love one hv any doubt on me

~ by wkahwai on March 8, 2009.